Disappeared, long time ago. / 9:58:00 PM

Abandoned my blog just a couple of months back.
Much updating to do, but just gonna summarize it all up and reminise it when I hit on old age.
A low-profiled blog, but enough to accompany me through my lifetime without having to worry that I might lose my 'diary' or throw it away when I was younger.

Boo to the school holiday, but welcome physiotherapy attachment.
A year older, a year wiser, a year being more thoughtful.
Unlike the past few years, I spent my time rotting away, switching between jobs and not do any meaningful event.
This time, at 20 years old, I learnt to make my own decision, scratch out the route I wanna take on and fight for it. After some time being in the teaching side, I've decided to apply under NIE under one of my choices - something which I thought I'd never, ever do. Sense of achievement when I could control students despite them being infamous, being an inspiration to kids, with kids shouting for my name in school. Most importantly, imparting my experiences to them. Life experiences.
I'm not exactly sure if NYP's gonna accept my application, but I've gotten a place in physiotherapy attachment at a private clinic in town. Physio Asia Therapy. Enjoying so, so much despite not being paid for long hours staying in the clinic. Other than the shivering coldness from the aircon, everything's good, great, excellent, AWESOME. Meeting patients who come from different countries, conditions just makes the whole attachment wonderful and meaningful. Best of all, I learnt sooooooooooooooooooo much from the three physiotherapist of whom, 2 from India and 1 from Germany. Not just physiotherapy itself, but I learnt to be a better person. It's their character which enlightment me, the way they treat the patients which melts me, the way they explain things to me which makes me want physiotherapy as a career badly. REAL badly. so badly...

Well, just hope for the best..

My calavier attitude towards certain people and my moodswings. I've got to try to improve on that. Speaking of which, that shall be my resolutions for 2010. Let's work on it then. I mean, I shall work on it.

Loving the way things are in place now.
Till then..

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Disappeared, long time ago. / 9:58:00 PM

Abandoned my blog just a couple of months back.
Much updating to do, but just gonna summarize it all up and reminise it when I hit on old age.
A low-profiled blog, but enough to accompany me through my lifetime without having to worry that I might lose my 'diary' or throw it away when I was younger.

Boo to the school holiday, but welcome physiotherapy attachment.
A year older, a year wiser, a year being more thoughtful.
Unlike the past few years, I spent my time rotting away, switching between jobs and not do any meaningful event.
This time, at 20 years old, I learnt to make my own decision, scratch out the route I wanna take on and fight for it. After some time being in the teaching side, I've decided to apply under NIE under one of my choices - something which I thought I'd never, ever do. Sense of achievement when I could control students despite them being infamous, being an inspiration to kids, with kids shouting for my name in school. Most importantly, imparting my experiences to them. Life experiences.
I'm not exactly sure if NYP's gonna accept my application, but I've gotten a place in physiotherapy attachment at a private clinic in town. Physio Asia Therapy. Enjoying so, so much despite not being paid for long hours staying in the clinic. Other than the shivering coldness from the aircon, everything's good, great, excellent, AWESOME. Meeting patients who come from different countries, conditions just makes the whole attachment wonderful and meaningful. Best of all, I learnt sooooooooooooooooooo much from the three physiotherapist of whom, 2 from India and 1 from Germany. Not just physiotherapy itself, but I learnt to be a better person. It's their character which enlightment me, the way they treat the patients which melts me, the way they explain things to me which makes me want physiotherapy as a career badly. REAL badly. so badly...

Well, just hope for the best..

My calavier attitude towards certain people and my moodswings. I've got to try to improve on that. Speaking of which, that shall be my resolutions for 2010. Let's work on it then. I mean, I shall work on it.

Loving the way things are in place now.
Till then..