Bye bye, memories. / 2:24:00 PM

Check out what I did yesterday during my work:
1) Typed some admin stuff which took me less than 10 minutes.
2) Walked around the school with Cheryl
3) Ate dessert with collegue, said 'Hi' to the students
4) Helped a teacher type something which took less than 15 minutes.
5) Walked around the school, then to the library
6) Got so bored in the office that we played a game, something like UNO stacko. Got bored of it.
7) Went to the computer lab and slacked our time till 1:15PM
8) Head down to canteen for lunch.
9) Went back to the office and played a last round of that stacko thing.

YES, THAT'S WHAT I DO THERE.

I got my ass glued to the table and started packing today. Of course, my mom's sooooo damn happy that I'm packing my table (finally). Threw away many stuff and yes, some which reminds me of the past too. Even objects as long as few years back. Back then, I didn't bare to throw 'em away. Yet today, I feel that it's meaningless, though I kept 10% of the things. Also, I found the wallet which I thought a 'friend' has thrown. Amazing huh! I need alot more boxes, but I'm too lazy to get out under the crazy sun. It used to be that I feel lazy walking out to the busstop and perspire under that torturous temperature. Even with a car, I feel as lazy. I should do something about it. FATS FATS FATS. I REALLY got fatter.

An early birthday celebration with a friend tonight. The meal would definitely be fantastic ;P
I don't feel anything despite the fact that I'll turn 20 officially after 3 days. I'm not in my birthday mood, unlike past years. It's just a 'okay, another day' to me. Time flies fast. I feel numb :/ Of course, a simple happy birthday text/wishes from everyone is enough to make my day. And for that occasion, I've decided to pamper myself by buying an iTouch since I found myself a job, that I studied hard last year and that my birthday's coming. (: Pay, please come quick!

I'm still hoping at least a kind soul would want to go Amei's concert with me ):

write about yourself here like how you lived through a crisis like the morrocian crisis. erps, have you studied about that before and about your test, how easy it is and how much confidence you have to pass and get all A1s for all subjects, add in your own wish here, and what you would do if target is not reached, like slash your wrist, eat many many painkiller pills at one shot and die. lol it's suicidal thoughts. stay away from that. but you need to enter a reality, everyone's doing that- it's the trend, so why not follow it. unless you want to be an odd one out. cause slashing wrist is soo common in girls school not in boys school. boys suicide, just like die gracefully from 30th storey, just look on the bright side, maybe you have lived in a lie too long and so you have found out the turth now, just think. optimist wins. you have entered into a world of reality



We know life's hard, truth is hard, lies are hard, they are all hard to accept when they have been found out, and i'm rushing history homework on the Abyissian Crisis about Italy and Abyssia going into war and that the League Of Nations cannot stop this from happening, and beacuse they are formed by means to stop war and peace-keep the countries together, they have thus failed to achieve that. I think i tend to hold a class for history instead of telling you about me, i'm basically a what subject-realted lover (humanities) and thus I am more analytical and critical about things, and likes to study about dead people, haha. lol. it's history what can you expect and also geography, it amazes me. I really like it alot, so what have you? Again to find this answer you need to enter into your own reality and reflect




it's amazing. amzing how people change the way of things, like how I used to hate outdoors in Band felt it was a complete waste of time, i've acquired to like it more, i guess people change, their thereotical means and applications in life just goes on into a new direction, and see things in another perspective, i guess- it's all in the mind. It really amazes me how these comes into action, from someone so pessimistic has changed his own view of things, and thus my friend is scoring much better, being more optimisitc and not think of his old way of suicidal thoughts, which are pretty daunting. and thus we need to see things, in another light, another perspective and another new way, to enable us to open up our minds, and make more new things, the new way it is. done with the old back with the new

i've hiatus-ed.

Bye bye, memories. / 2:24:00 PM

Check out what I did yesterday during my work:
1) Typed some admin stuff which took me less than 10 minutes.
2) Walked around the school with Cheryl
3) Ate dessert with collegue, said 'Hi' to the students
4) Helped a teacher type something which took less than 15 minutes.
5) Walked around the school, then to the library
6) Got so bored in the office that we played a game, something like UNO stacko. Got bored of it.
7) Went to the computer lab and slacked our time till 1:15PM
8) Head down to canteen for lunch.
9) Went back to the office and played a last round of that stacko thing.

YES, THAT'S WHAT I DO THERE.

I got my ass glued to the table and started packing today. Of course, my mom's sooooo damn happy that I'm packing my table (finally). Threw away many stuff and yes, some which reminds me of the past too. Even objects as long as few years back. Back then, I didn't bare to throw 'em away. Yet today, I feel that it's meaningless, though I kept 10% of the things. Also, I found the wallet which I thought a 'friend' has thrown. Amazing huh! I need alot more boxes, but I'm too lazy to get out under the crazy sun. It used to be that I feel lazy walking out to the busstop and perspire under that torturous temperature. Even with a car, I feel as lazy. I should do something about it. FATS FATS FATS. I REALLY got fatter.

An early birthday celebration with a friend tonight. The meal would definitely be fantastic ;P
I don't feel anything despite the fact that I'll turn 20 officially after 3 days. I'm not in my birthday mood, unlike past years. It's just a 'okay, another day' to me. Time flies fast. I feel numb :/ Of course, a simple happy birthday text/wishes from everyone is enough to make my day. And for that occasion, I've decided to pamper myself by buying an iTouch since I found myself a job, that I studied hard last year and that my birthday's coming. (: Pay, please come quick!

I'm still hoping at least a kind soul would want to go Amei's concert with me ):